Why you are tired?

Are you tired? Are you weary without any special reason, without any particular cause? Not because of heavy work, for example. Just tired, of life, maybe?

Are you more than tired? Are you literally exhausted? And you don’t understand why? You don’t comprehend what happens to you. You simply feel you carry some huge, insupportable burden. That burden crushes you, you stager under it. But what is your burden, what is its nature? Where it comes from?

What do you think? Is it your job fatigue comes from? Your family, your friends? Circumstances you live into? All the background of your life? Who is or what is to blame?

Stop. We are on the wrong way whenever we are looking for culprits. Certainly, your job could be pressing, demanding, your family difficult, your friends boring. Certainly, circumstances could be hard. But, there is still something more. You feel it, but you can’t catch it. There is something that slips away. What is it?

You really don’t know what tires, what exhausts you? Or you don’t want to know? You have an inclining of it, but you refuse to accept your presentiment.

It’s vain to deny. Your burden is in you. That’s why it is always with you. That’s why it never leaves you.

You are tired of the role you have imposed to yourself and you continue to play it every day and all the day long. You are not yourself and that is the key cause of your huge fatigue. You are under the pressure of your role. You try to perform it as good as possible. You invest enormous effort to excel in you imposed role. It’s very tough, exhausting task.

That’s why it is sometimes so hard to you to wake up in the morning. Go to the stage again, what a toil. Unconsciously you refuse your grind and you suppress your refusal. That’s why you are so anxious.

You are tired of life because you are tired of your role. You are tired of absurdity to be someone else. You are so exhausted because you are not yourself. It’s the beginning and the end of your distress.